wow yall, i havnt written in here in a long time.  a lot has happined.  butt ill sum it up cuz im tired.  i got a job and napoli's as a waitress. i work with nedie!!!!  i love it.  im kinda still in training i think butt ive made probably $40 total in 2 days.  pretty kewl.  i dont know what i would do with out neidie.  i would be so screwed if our boss trained me instead of her.  she knows how i think so she can teach everything to me in "holly language" lol. :)  hmmmm.... and a lot of stuf has gone down with my dad (as always) butt i wont bore yall with that stuff.  and last butt not least, my mom go a new car so she gave me the bug!  hahahaha. its so kewl.  me and mary went cruzin around after school on friday. it was great.  i love her man. :)  hmph. all the band ppl r goin on band trip this week to orlando.  i hope yall have fun!!!! lol. bring me back some pictures!!  butt not of salvadors nakedness. lol.  melanie went away!!!! shes gone all week!!! i hope she has a great time.   hotay yall, im goin to bed.  i love yall and i will talk to ya laterz!! 

                                              love alwayz, holly*     

hey yall, wow, a lot of stuff has gone down. i am so sad.  so many people are so extremely unhappy.  which makes me sad because i love them so much and dont like seeing people that i love hurt.  i wish i could say a magic word to make all the troubles and all the problems and bad feelings go away.  why do people hurt?  is it to make them stronger? or to pain people so much untill they cant take it anymore?  or is it just a way of life that we must deal with?  i hate those words... deal with...  how do u "deal" with things?  i guess everyone has their own way.  butt, just because i dont like that words "deal with" doesn't mean it will dissapear.  i wish it would butt it won't.  i dont know why i care so much about everything.  i mean, when i was little i got so upset when i would wake up and one of my stuffed animals had fallen off the bed.  i felt so bad for it, picturing it sleep on the hard floor.  but stuffed animals dont sleep!  hmph.  i think i might care a little bit too much for other prople.  i donno.  im probably one of the most emotional people i known.  thats probably it.  butt like everything else that happins in life, it will eventually blow over and just be a painfull memory.  i just wanna say to meghan, bonnie, and sunnie that i love yall very much and you all will be my prayers.  if theres anything i can do for anyone, please let me know.  i love you all very much.  have a great weekend off.

                      love always, holly*   

how cute!!!!!    

hey yall! im not gona write much this time but my friend showed me this it a CUTE lil cartoon thing!  its kinda wierd at the beginning but the end is so sad! lol.  just watch it, its cute.

http://www.m90.org/cartoons/everyone_has_had_more_sex.htm

      dont freak out because it says sex in it. lol.  just watch it.  its too cute

hey yall peeple!  whats up with yall?! i hope yall survived our first week back at school! hahaha..  i know it was really flippin hard for me man... i almost missed the bus like twice!  ITS ALL NEIDIES FAULT!!!! lol.  jp.  love ya gurl!  hahaha.. well now, life is ok right now. i just got back from cece's and toria's house like 20 mins ago.  it was really fun.  there 2 lil cuzins were there.  gavi and alissa.  i swear those children are the most beautiful lil girls i have ever seen.  gavis like 1 1/2 i think and alissa is 3 i think.  there adorible.  alissa kept asking me what my name was she she kept saying "lola???"  so i was like "do u wanna call me lola?"  they are the cutest lil things.  man, i sound obsessive. lol.  k moving on.  well, me and joe are still together everyone!!  hahaha... ive fallen for him im not gona lie.  itz true.  i love him.  we were to a my bro's all reagion concert friday night.  it was so wierd cuz we sat in the back and all the band directors were all around us.  it was funny.  hahaha.  oh yeah!  new years and christmas was great.  the night b4 christmas i went over to kimmie, kayla, and kat's house and helped make temales ( i really didnt help me and joe sat in the living room with all the kids and watched monster in law.)  i cant take credit for helping.  lol.  it was fun. christmas was fun too.  butt neidie and nellie wernt there!!! ahhhh!!  that part sucked.  but there back now!! hahaha..  and new years was great.  neidie and nellie came over and we watched these chick flicks the whole time.  lol. it was fun though.  oh!  joe got me this beautiful purple necklace for christmas!  it gorgious.  if i havnt already shown u. lol.  and i got him this really cool watch.  my favorite color... lol.  hmmm.....  and neidie got me this beautiful necklace that has matching earings.  i love them.  and paul got me this gorgious purple butterfly necklace with matching earings too.  yeah,  the break was great.  and i slept like a flippin bear hybernating. lol.  it was great.  well,  thats about it. ill talk to yall laterz!  love yall. 

                                                   love alwayz, holly*

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dont you  hate it when your having the greatest day and a person you love says a little coment that makes you feel absolutely useless??